Category: Despair

Colorado Springs Circle First Channeling Intensive: Session 10 Sunday, August 1, 2021

Q’uo on Empathy

Colorado Springs Circle First Channeling Intensive: Session 10 Sunday, August 1, 2021

In this session from the Other Selves Working Group’s first channeling intensive, those of Q’uo explore the conditions of sorrow that so frequently transform the natural empathy we feel towards our other selves into a self-protective aversion. The work of accepting and balancing heartache felt by another lies in our willingness to feel those emotions along with them, alleviating the loneliness of sorrow in the other and obtaining on both parties’ behalf a new perspective on this experience that teaches the Creator so much. We may convey our balance to those suffering just as their imbalance is felt by us, transmuting the experience so that no part of the Creator is left behind.

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Colorado Springs Circle First Channeling Intensive: Session 11 Monday, August 2, 2021

Q’uo on the Cycle of Desire, Love, Despair and Healing

Colorado Springs Circle First Channeling Intensive: Session 11 Monday, August 2, 2021

Q’uo here addresses the issue of love in the context of human experience, where it is described as an essential portion of a cycle in which love seems to become first lost and then recovered. In this respect, love undergoes transformations that deepen the life experience of the mind/body/spirit complex that aspires to evolve.

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Colorado Springs Circle First Channeling Intensive: Session 12 Monday, August 2, 2021

Q’uo on Life After the Channeling Intensive

Colorado Springs Circle First Channeling Intensive: Session 12 Monday, August 2, 2021

In this final session from the Other Selves Working Group’s first channeling intensive, Q’uo counsels the channeling circle on how to approach continuing their spiritual work after returning home. They urge the group to discover a balance between the daily duties of life and the responsibility of serving as channels, commenting on the importance of accountability and clear communication. Catalyst may be increased in the group’s personal lives, but with that challenge comes additional resources arising from the dedication to the spiritual path. Q’uo finishes by answering questions on despair and healing, concerns about financing the group’s effort, and the advisability of practicing channeling at home.

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Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 2 Wednesday, May 4, 2022

Q’uo on Acceptance and Overcoming

Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 2 Wednesday, May 4, 2022

In this session from the Richmond Meditation Circle, Q’uo addresses issues arising from acceptance of struggles in life. We learn most from our attempts to overcome and oppose obstacles, because this effort exposes clues about our deeper identities. The fruition of our incarnational work lies in the patient, gradual acceptance of that which we once sought to overcome, building the faith in us necessary to approach fourth density. Preparing ourselves for service through meditation, we learn to abide in this process, comforting and nurturing ourselves and other selves along the way.

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Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 3 Wednesday, July 13, 2022

Hatonn on Change and Turmoil

Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 3 Wednesday, July 13, 2022

In this session those of Hatonn attempt to speak to the discomfort and heartache inherent in the constant change of our lives. This change and the emotional wake it leaves is part of our lessons, and it is our limited third density perspective that prevents us from seeing it as a smooth and coherent curriculum leading to realizations which we are destined to achieve. In fact, the more we can feel into our emotions deeply, no matter how positive or negative they may seem, the better use we can make of the catalyst. We might fear that feeling negative emotions could prompt us to act in rash or destructive manners, but those of Hatonn assure us that we are more likely to act in ways we might regret in the attempt to escape the emotion, not in simply feeling its truth.

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Colorado Springs Circle Third Channeling Intensive: Session 3 Friday, October 7, 2022

Q’uo on Feeling Lost

Colorado Springs Circle Third Channeling Intensive: Session 3 Friday, October 7, 2022

In this session Q’uo addresses the despair and confusion that longtime seekers often encounter on their path. Pursuing a polarity does not mitigate against these feelings as catalysis and transformation work upon us. Q’uo encourages us to develop a relationship with pain that does not deny its sting while also learning how to ask for the help and faith to endure. As always, seeking a larger perspective in the present moment is a great aid in our desire to serve others and build our spiritual strength upon this love.

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Colorado Springs Circle Third Channeling Intensive: Session 4 Friday, October 7, 2022

Q’uo on Third Density Systems of Control

Colorado Springs Circle Third Channeling Intensive: Session 4 Friday, October 7, 2022

Those of Q’uo discuss several aspects of third density systems of manipulation and domination that we experience in our individual lives, making key connections and distinctions between the single self and the collective nature of participation in these systems. Liberation is discussed in a variety of senses: as a surrender to the rightness of our catalyst and the salutary nature of manifestation, as a project of the self freeing itself and reaching back to others, and as a communal project that seeks to subvert the control of individuals with coordinated self-expression. While Q’uo refuses to direct our outward expressions of emancipation, they do offer several thoughts on how to identify the liberatory project in our service and conduct.

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Colorado Springs Circle Third Channeling Intensive: Session 10 Sunday, October 9, 2022

Q’uo on the Catalyst of Overwhelm

Colorado Springs Circle Third Channeling Intensive: Session 10 Sunday, October 9, 2022

In this final session from the Other Selves Working Group’s third channeling intensive, those of Q’uo discuss the diverse circumstances in which an entity can suffer from feeling overwhelmed or flooded. Organizing these instances by their temporal orientation, Q’uo catalogs several energetic, catalytic, and emotional components that come into various levles of play in each type of overwhelm. Q’uo offers some general tips on balancing these feelings and relating to the pain and fear they can instigate, closing with a general message of encouragement for the instruments.

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Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 4 Sunday, January 15, 2023

Monka on Power and Community

Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 4 Sunday, January 15, 2023

Monka is an old Confederation entity first appearing in the work of Richard Miller in the 1950s and channeled twice by the L/L Research circle in the 1980s. Responding to questions and concerns around group work in the Other Selves Working Group’s activities, they share their view of the dynamics surrounding the building of community, the exercise of power, and the nature of disputes. The gravity of such work is laid out in light of the arriving fourth density, and those of Monka counsel patience and flexibility in accommodating the sometimes troubling nature of personal relationships. Some commentary is offered towards the end of the session on the operation of archetypal mind at the cosmic level.

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Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 5 Sunday, March 12, 2023

Auxhall on the Orienting Nature of Faith

Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 5 Sunday, March 12, 2023

Making their first contact with the Richmond Meditation Circle, Auxhall (often spelled as “Oxal”, but we feel this spelling better captures the vibration) explains the nature of faith as a situating plenum of comfort as well as an orienting pressure on an entity. Faith provides the basis for connecting the lessons of catalysis with the deeper desires of the evolving mind/body/spirit complex, so that it learns to understand these desires at levels that partake more and more of the total self. This allows the waking personality to cooperate in this complex’s project as it learns to recognize and accept the self. Those of Auxhall also address questions related to willpower, imagination, and the distinction between intuition and conscious thinking.

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Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 6 Sunday, April 23, 2023

Hatonn on the Wanderer’s Art of Patient Service

Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice : Session 6 Sunday, April 23, 2023

Hatonn pays a visit to the Richmond Meditation Circle after nearly a year’s absence to provide context on some of the details involved in the wanderer’s emotional service in third density. Because the open heart is such a site of vulnerability, we must accept that heartbreak is not simply a side-effect of serving others but what makes us relatable and recognizable to those we serve. This opens us up to difficult catalyst, and we must discipline our personalities to offer what we cannot balance ourselves back to the Creator. As we hone our faculty of patience, we bring a more cosmic and universal love to bear that allows us to midwife the transition to fourth density on behalf of the Logos. Aspects of polarity related to specific forms of service to the emerging social memory complex also receive some discussion.

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The HARC Circle Fourth Channeling Intensive: Session 2 Friday, June 16, 2023

Laitos on Worthiness, Despair, and Faith

The HARC Circle Fourth Channeling Intensive: Session 2 Friday, June 16, 2023

Those of Laitos discuss the subject of despair as a salutary stage of spiritual seeking. While it may attend feelings of loss, confusion, and angst, it also conveys to the seeker a new possibility for an aspirational self and new perspective on one’s life. That this transformation so often requires the breaking of the old concept of self and self’s possibility for further service and growth in the world is regrettable, for we must present a coherent and workable self to the world to participate in it. However, by enduring faith in a head-on manner, we learn to bring the faith to bear that our inner light is sufficient to carry on through many trials and sorrows, much as higher density entities have learned to do.

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Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice: Session 7 Saturday, August 26, 2023

Monka on Aligning with the Creator’s Will

Richmond Meditation Circle Confederation Channeling Practice: Session 7 Saturday, August 26, 2023

The social memory complex of Monka visits the Richmond Meditation Circle once more here to discuss the connection between individual work in consciousness and the more focused group work that can build and deploy power. Much of developing this potential depends upon diligent and honest self-inquiry about the deeper nature of one’s desires, one’s nature, and how that might be a more or less distorted of the divine will. Those of Monka offer ideas on how to balance the stresses of human life without separating yourself from your fellow humans. Much of our work in consciousness revolves around the ability to shift perspective and thereby shift one’s subjectivity, and this lies at the root of magical working. Monka offers that much of the transformation we seek occurs as a release of old identity, a process they connect to a more mindful awareness of the present moment. We are capable of powerful good so long as we stay grounded in the density of those whom we wish to assist.

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The HARC Circle Fifth Channeling Intensive: Session 1 Saturday, November 4, 2023

Q’uo on the Will’s Role in Third Density

The HARC Circle Fifth Channeling Intensive: Session 1 Saturday, November 4, 2023

Q’uo here addresses the role of the will in the development of power, polarity, and expression of true character through activation, exploration, and unblocking of the yellow ray energy center. Vibrating more and more in a socially oriented yellow ray manner, one encounters opportunities to form a variety of attitudes towards will’s exercise, both by and upon the self. In the blockages and expressions of self this attitude evinces in having one’s will constrained or empowered through social structures, will achieves ever redoubled focus through the practice of channeling it through structures of social norms and authorities. One either aspires to worthiness to use this power to serve others as a value or to the power to bring other selves under control, learning in the process something about one’s nature otherwise hidden and vital to green ray activation.

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